I don’t believe remotely what you believe or even what you say or claim to believe.
I believe in the unbelievable, It would be easier to believe in Santa clause and the Easter bunny than what I believe in.
Belief is a funny thing and in this CULT-ure, when you start talking beliefs the immediate next conversation is “what proof and evidence do you have for your beliefs” and, no one sees how broken and dysfunctional that thinking is. Few see that it becomes the criteria for permission to believe, God forbid you believe in something that you have no evidence for and you are shamed and humiliated by the “others”. No, better to either not believe in anything or believe in the normal shit.
This paradigm of belief forces all belief to be logical and rational and so the left brain reigns supreme and we lose all access to the Soul, and all that comes with those Graces.
I don’t believe what you believe but I have had to hide and protect for 49 years, I have had to pretend I am one of you. I have had to pretend I believe your truths and in doing so I betrayed my being and my core. I did it, this isn’t about you, you didn’t make me do it, I had a choice and I sold my Self out, well today I am buying me back, today the slavery ends, today is a new emancipation, you are not bad or wrong, you are just different, you don’t need to change or be saved, no nothing of the sort, for you are not anymore broken then I was, you are not disabled or incapacitated, you need nothing from me or anyone, this is not about you. Today is about me and today I reclaim my Sovereignty and my Sentientness, today I become honest to me that this world is a game to play without any truth to it or any legacy for it to leave, this world is a seductive illusion that we have forgotten ourselves in, and there is no need to wake, there is nothing here that needs changing, you are free.
I don’t believe what you believe and today I am finally free to believe what I truly believe.
